I’ve been doing a lot better (a lot better) over the past 2 months… But even within that, I’ve had some ups and downs.
And yesterday was one of the great days! Therapy went oh so well.
I know that before the big switch (after the June/July hiatus), I had some good days. But now the good days are even better and more frequent.
And it’s so great!
…But I still have a tiny little fear waiting for the other shoe to drop. Recovery has been a long, sometimes pretty arduous road, filled with emotions all over the place….
And now that the good days are getting reeeeally really good again and the whole world is feeling possible… it makes me live in this space forever – which I guess is actually the goal! To live in this awesome nice space forever of reality, of the world being beautiful and full of possibilities, and large and small all at the same time.
I guess I just wanted to say I love feeling this way. (And I really hope it lasts and lasts and lasts…)